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Sunday, August 30, 2009
Bangkok.

Im finally back from my 3 days of holiday! Its really a shopping heaven there, *only in platinum mall. Its 20 times of bugis street, and I went to and fro three times to complete my shopping there. Kinda sick of shopping NOW because the mall is filled with bloody hell loads of shops for ladies. Male's clothings only consist 1 out of 100 shops in there, and its kinda er. :o
Things were cheap, food were bad though. I ate two plates to feel full for lunch. So we had japanese food at a restuarant for dinner.

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He taxi driver cheated our money!!! ARGH :(

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See the train, just dash out of the ROAD!!!!! Wth right, their roads are bloody dangerous. If I were the one jaywalking, 100% I will die.
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Love sitting in tuk-tuk!! Total we sat 8 tuk-tuks. Fun+Dangerous. Heh, feels like sitting in a roller coaster without seat belt!! IMG_3809



Platinum Mall, this is only 1/100 of the level ok!
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MBK!!!

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The japanese restuarant.

We went many places to shop and felt that platinum mall is still the best! Chatuchak feels nothing :(

Our total buyings on day one,
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My 'shopping' on DAY ONE.
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Our night companion, snacks and a book for me.
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We slept with lights and tv on. Sleeping aat 10pm and waking at 6am. How weird.

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Love sitting on tuk-tuk! See how windy it is, making my hair flying all over.

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We did this fish spa!! My first time trying. Its damn itchy :\

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MAC make ups!!!!

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MY TOTAL BUYS ON TWO DAYS!!! :) Happy with my stuffs.


The massage there is another step to heaven. We did foot, hand and shoulder massage for 1 hour, only cost us SGD$7 !!!! ARGH! It's shiok to the max and motherhelly cheapppp!! My best massage ever in my life.



We hired a chauffer to drive us back to airport. It cost us SGD$70 to sit in merz for 30mins! Waste our money!
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We went with two empty luggages, and back with full luggages with additional four bags!

In the airport there, waiting for our plane. I hate sitting in a plane, makes me feel giddy all the time only:(
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The video I took in hotel room!


I spent $800 for two days!! $.$ I shall go for 2D1N next time.


Thursday, August 27, 2009

Ah flying to bangkok is not an easy task ok...... as if im flying for other people not for myself.
Got a whole bunch of list from my family, relatives and friends. And I counted,its more than 15 items i swear.!!

So am I supposed to hunt for them and ignore my shopping list? Argh.




My first trip to ION today, big though... no money to get all those branded stuffs.
Laiman & I ate a total of 3 piece of this fish pancake below from basement 4. Its nice, shld give it a try!
We ate german potato cheese, bacon&cheese and banana chocolate.

Its piping hot & freaking nice ;)
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laiman favourite brand of make up....

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I love this necklace!! Roman numbers.
Supposed to give baby, but i end up wearing it cuz I got attracted by it!


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Going to be 11pm soon, and I have to wake up at 5am to catch my flight tomorrow. And im feeling very tired now.
I have not packed my luggage yet!! I need to move now!!
Heh, im going to be a dirty pig and wear the blazer im wearing today for the next three days!!!! :p

Oh! I've completed watching fated to love u!!!! :D

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Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Solved.

I've been engaged into quarrels with my boyfriend recently.
And the recent conflict btw us seems endless, which affects my emotional level very badly and my mood to study during my exam periods.

What I learnt in OB : Conflict is a process that begins when one party perceives the other part as negatively affecting something that the first party cares about.
* I shld master this topic.

We collaborate everything for more an hour, and I realised that I've been a bad girlfriend all along. If making big sacrifices can make the difference, I'm willing to take. And I've taken it.

Recently, I was feeling very moody, so had supper @ mcd's with martin and met up with laiman after supper. But glovor was worried becuz I came out at a late timing, 12am. He went to find me, calling and leaving me sms. But ME, neither did I reply nor pick up. Becuz, I just feel like being 'alone'. He found me at mcd's and sms me from behind. Yet I still lied to him. Reason is: I dont want him to get the wrong message.
Thats how the quarrel begin, and its a very big quarrel.

Secondly, I did not put himself in his shoes and behave what I like. Example: The post about MCP a week ago. I admit it was my fault and I was just venting out my anger. With my stupidest side, I myself didnt think what he feels. He got hurt deeply by this. I've taken away the post.
Sorry.


Thirdly: I myself, talking my problems to guys then girls yet he only talk to his buddies. My intention was to request for suggestions and what they think. Maybe I did not put myself in his shoes.
And definitely will think other another way.

Fourthly, because im flying off to bangkok in two days time. Informed him about the holiday when I already in the midst of deciding to go. He wanted me to stay in sg, becuz thailand is a very dangerous country. Sadly I did not listen and bought the ticket. For a girl like me, who will resist the 'shopping heaven' that is floating right there. To add on, Im going with only one person, sylvia. Luckily she had a thai friend who is gonna bring us around bkk.
Know its my fault for not listening to him, for going that place at this timing, I just found out after I bought ticket too.



More to go on........... As you can see, im really a bad gf.

So he lost trust in me and we almost broke up. Trust as in, 0% .


Hard to cope through this 5 days.
1)Im having my exams on that few days.
2) something just disturbed me at midnight,
3)yet my parents quarrelled the next midnight after I quarrelled with bf.
What da fuck right. I lost my control and my emotional level was very low. Fickle-minded at that time. The story is very long, and its hard to explain to other people. So I kept quiet at times and continued to stay strong. But really grateful to have sis & laiman to be by my side.


Maybe I deserve this..
Promised him all those criterias and I thats the way I have to do to prove to gain back his trust in me. Im willing to take on is becuz I want this r/s to go on.
I only can say that its going to take very long.
Maybe he forgives, but I do know forgetting is definitely a hard request.


Thereby, I hope he will forgive me and Im truly sorry.

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Stressed

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exams are over..

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Well, wont be using MSN unless future might think of using again. Will be leading a private life. But this page will still go on and so is my twitter !
If there's anything u need to contact me : Handphone!


Monday, August 24, 2009

1)Disappointment comes by when you put high hope.
2) Conflict is a catalyst of change.





I met xx.
To be exact, I did not. xx found my place and came by.
and I was shocked+scared throughout the night.
sigh.


Friday, August 21, 2009
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Thrown away one subject in my life!!! MARCO-ECONS!!!!! Ok its in the recycle bin now, I dun wish to touch that again. Upcoming two subjects will be thrown into the bin next, OB & BA1 !!

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Sometimes I wished dad & mum could divorce so they could stop quarrelling in the midnight! I couldnt sleep everytime this happens. And is really happening almost 1 per 3 days.
:(


Sigh, and I broke my favourite+precious 'tattoo-like' anklet!!!....... wont be able to find it in market anymore. Anyone can fix it back for me please please please :(
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Ok this post is really retarded.


Wednesday, August 19, 2009

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Click on photo to direct to the web.



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I rather dressed like an office lady than a typical teenager.


Hey I'll be busy studying for my exams for this few days , so I shall let this video entertain this post.
I've more videos to come!!!



Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Thirty-1st?

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My birthday is coming and I'm so into next year! I know you know why;)
BABY & ALL MY GIRLS, WHATS UR PLAN ON MY BIRTHDAY!!! :p
Hehehehehehehehhhhhhhhhhh.
Im one year older and I dun mind if I aged twice this yr and not once next yr!!! God pls grant me that wish.!! I think Im abit sick, cuz no one would wanna be old fast.


Forgotten when did I took those photos below which I dug out from my camera's hidden memory!! I think it was one or two weeks back.
Mahjong @ sis's place!
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Alternatively, to minimize my boredom at home, I MUZ LEARN TO PLAY DOTA! YES, DOTA!!!!!! I know I'm lagging behind cuz people are quitting yet im gonna pick it up.
Brother is playing it everyday and the audio is driving me nuts. So I must learn to play and love it!
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See the dumb face below!!
Stare at it, cuz I love to make people feel disgusted at my cute face, and I am proud of my 'damn cute' face ;) HAHAHAHA,
sucker.
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Oh! Teacher's day celebration is coming(31st aug)!! Its the day after I set my foot on sg's ground!!
Im gonna make sure I have the energy to go back to school the next day since mich wanted to go school like damn early in the morning. Assume she's nuts. :p
EX-404'zzz members please come along!


Well, its my anniversary too.......


Monday, August 17, 2009
Stay till dawn.

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Heading to the very end of my first sem. No more lessons for this sem already! But its a week to study for us. My first paper is on friday(econs) and last is on next tues(accounting)!
Gotten back all our course grade w/o the final paper marks. Quite unpleasesant though. Gotta buck up winnie!!
I left my econs book at baby's ! @.@


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Airport yesterday to study with laiman. ;) We muz succeed ok gf!!!

And today while with sis and tjh, saw this local taxi filled with logos of 'singapore flag' . Stickers on the glass panels, and flag placed on the top of car doors-.-
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If u're watching the video below, on ur volume loud enough! Else you cant hear me talking! MY FACE IS FKING FAT I SWEAR!



heh, enjoy!


Friday, August 14, 2009
Its always me.

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Went bugis to find xueling & dhana after school and back to tp to self-study in a classroom @ AS that was booked by us!

I only managed to complete studying one topic, and we starting webcaming!

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OBVIOUSLY THEY WERE BULLYING ME RIGHT!!
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I CAN EVEN LAUGH WHEN I AM BLOGGING NOW! Cuz of those pictures. I think they're quite funny. Heh, my two laughing gas.

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I said I looked cute here and no one agrees. FINE!!! I DUN LOOK CUTE!!!
[I still think I look a bit cute ]-.- HAHAHA



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Told you they were bullying me already!

Give them sad face :(
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I need more female friends.





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