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Tuesday, March 31, 2009

First thing in the morning I woke up, I on the computer, wanting to know the results. End up its a bad result. It totally shocked me, and makes me feel upset too. Told delyvn abt it 1st since I saw him online. The result disappoints me. Message baby to tell him the bad news, I know I shouldnt have done that. Though he couldnt reply, Im glad that he could receive my sms. I COULD SPAM MSG TO HIM!
Dang.
Happy 3rd month anni baby. Imy.

Went kbox today with laiman, aloy, queeny and guigui . Sang out my sorrows! Lol. Spent my anniversary with them! Left the clique around 9plus and rush home. Took a cab home when I reach Tampines station. The 1st thing I do when I reach home is to on my com and put my bag aside. Received derek's msg and saw baby online! Excited! I seize every opportunity I can to reach home and chat with him on time !
I didnt regret lending him my laptop! :D

Anyway, watched a movie yesterday with laiman and brenda .
- Unborn.
Not very nice ! :\ Many movies coming up soon. Meet up with simin and evon after movie. And headed to aloy's place at night with them.

I hope I can console baby now.

Monday, March 30, 2009

1st day,

2nd day,

3rd day,

4th day,

baby's not online.

:\ I've send him a sms, hope he'll receive.

I miss him alot ! Not used to the days when he's not around. Miss he's sweet talks and scoldings. Today's job is totally unpleasant. Didnt work with maggie, but worked with a colleague that I dont even know, and I dont even like.

Tomorrow will be another day,

yearning for his arrival in six days time !

Saturday, March 28, 2009

This was taken before he enter the departure hall, I went to send him off. Didnt see him walking into the departure hall, as I insisted not to. Gave him a last hug and there goes ! :\ He's going away for 9 days not 5 days! I felt so empty the moment he message me and said he have to switch his phone to flight mode.

Well, he'll be back soon!

Went to Aston's at Cathay after that , to celebrate Xueling's birthday.
Happy 17th birthday!
After dinner , we watched movie at Grand cathay.
- Shopaholic. Quite a funny show. Thank goodness I dont shopped like her.
Dummys dont wink and psycho me !

I've made a coundown list to cheer myself up. Been trying to make myself busy for these few days, so I wont feel bored or lonely.
I'll strike the date every after 12am pass !

Today's a Saturday, and Im supposed to attend Studio Wu's open house. Nevertheless, Im too feckless to go. Sorry suie for the trouble! Stayed my entire afternoon at home, and meet laiman in evening for only a couple of hours and back home.

Sigh, thursday was the last day I spent with my boyfriend before his flight on friday afternoon.
Went Golden mile to eat and went Bugis for a little shopping. Lend him my laptop, camera and lugagge. Not used to have my camera leaving me, using esle's one camera. Well, nvm , heart didnt ache anyway.

Enjoy your trip baby ! Its kinda cold in Shanghai, probably 8degrees to 12 degrees! :\ Okay , its the first day without him and I feel so empty ! Everyone close to me is leaving me in sg!
Mummy is going Genting next sun,
Grandma is going China on tues......

):

Photos taken on wed :

Thursday, March 26, 2009

My laptop is driving me crazy , so does my desktop. Everything is so lag and I even have problems e-mailing photos using either my hotmail or yahoo account ! Just one photo, it loads for 30mins , and it is still loading! I tried 4-5 times ok! zzz.

Now, some photos cant be uploaded in my flickr nor my photobucket !! Only completed 3 photos, for the rest, its says error, error, error ! Damn. I TRIED FOR BLOODY 4 TIMES, USING MOZILLA AND INTERNET EXPLORER. Totally cant make it!. Even blogger's photo loader is against me! Cant get to upload. Hell, what is this. Or is there some problem with my photos ? I tried yesterday night, it couldnt upload, so I tried again today morning. Cant again!
WHY IS IT AGAINST ME!!

My patience is running out..........
Really running out....

A few days back Tp send a letter to me saying they didnt receive my cpf form or whatever form WHICH I HAVE ALREADY MAILED THEM.
NO CHOICE, I have to re-do and send them again. I SIGNED IN MY SINGPASS FOR 8 TIMES! STILL CANNOT. Other than that , I signed in my dad's account for 4 times ! Totally driving me crazy! I cannot take it anymore, I cried -.- Yes, so silly . Desmond helped me with everything, because I gave up doing, I throwed temper at everything at that moment.

Another problem pops up now. Couldnt find my phone's usb and mp4's usb cable!!!
It's not on my computer table, it's not in my room nor des's room! I cant do anything now. Cant send files, cant transfer my files which I've downloaded, cant upload photos and I cant charge my mp4 !
This is crazy , this is nuts!!!!!

LASTLY,
MY 8GB THUMBDRIVE IS MISSING TOO !
CAN I CRY ?

Forget it..

Know where I went on tues?
I WENT SWIMMING with my boyfriend! Ages since I swam, 1 year plus ago. Cool. Only swam a while, and we got so tired! Lousy! :p

And yesterday,
Queeny and laiman came over to my place to study. Out of the sudden, so randomly, we said we wanna go out at night since our schedule is so packed for the next few days .
We went to a pub at boat quay, O point.
After that , boyfriend came and free ride home in gulong's car ! :D

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

My sunday working with maggie was a fun day, but sales wasnt as great as before. Who cares for that boss! My next and last working day will be on this coming sunday, so I can bid goodbye to that shop. Hunting a brand new job for my future, which will be the next school holidays. I only worked twice this month, its not a very good thing, becaus my pay is getting lesser and lesser as months passed by.

Talking about holidays. 4-5 months of holidays just passed me and said goodbye. Wondering what have I been doing during these months . Nothing good gained. Maybe the good things are... A good trip to hongkong, a boyfriend and getting my pay.

Hm, I guessed I need a new hair colour. My black hair is all coming out ! May I ask any poly students if polys allow bright colour ? - Do let me know! Because Im thinking of dying strawberry blonde.

Is this hairstyle nice ? Tied by maggie. Working in hair accessories shop really can learn a lot of
methods in handling the hair! I learnt quite a number k ! :)

Monday : Accompanied boyfriend the whole day. Watched a show in my house before leaving, a very gore show, cant remb the title of it. We ate maggie for lunch together k! So pathetic. Dont know how many packets I've eaten this month. And dinner at Gelyang lor 19 . The yummy frog porridge !

Do you know how much boyfriend ordered for only both of us ?
- 6 frogs, a medium plate of vegetable and medium porridge!

That is more than double of what I last ate with huiting ! -.-

I love this photo , because of the effect . He is trying to kill me from behind ! :\

Okay , I've enjoyed my day with my dear ! :)

School is starting soon , in less than a month. I wonder, have I been playing hard? This holiday is coming to an end. Just like a train rushing through a tunnel and coming out from the end of the tunnel. Time flies so fast. I haven't been spending a good time with my friends. I hope when school reopens, I'll have a friend which have a character totally like me ! Where we can go squealing together over pretty stuffs, and going on a shopping spree, spotting the same item that we wants ! Ahem , stop my day dreaming.

This friday will be the day where my boyfriend flies to China, and will the the day where I'm meeting my classmates. 9 days without my boyfriend, it shall be the days where I'll catching up with my old pals. Pals , I'll be seeing you!

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Royal Quuens.

Saturday was my grandma's birthday. Today was my dad's birthday. Celebrate yesterday with my relatives.
Dinner buffet at royal's queen again. The food is better than previous' this time! Should have dine at Allson's Hotel instead! Its much nicer there.

My modern mummy and my lovely cousin!

Grandama & daddy !

Joyce got a hard time persuading the lil cousins to take photo with us ! Me too okay, not only her! They're camera shy!

It's tiring playing with those kids.Maybe I'm aging. hahaha. Kept running about, because they dont wanna take photo -.-

I looked so scary meh!! :\ Why give this look!!

This one is cute.

FINALLY , a photo taken with the eldest.
Tata ~

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Tuesday, March 31, 2009 First thing in the morning I woke up, I on the computer, wanting to know the results. End up its a bad result. It totally shocked me, and makes me feel upset too. Told delyvn abt it 1st since I saw him online. The result disappoints me. Message baby to tell him the bad news, I know I shouldnt have done that. Though he couldnt reply, Im glad that he could receive my sms. I COULD SPAM MSG TO HIM! Dang. Happy 3rd month anni baby. Imy. Went kbox today with laiman, aloy, queeny and guigui . Sang out my sorrows! Lol. Spent my anniversary with them! Left the clique around 9plus and rush home. Took a cab home when I reach Tampines station. The 1st thing I do when I reach home is to on my com and put my bag aside. Received derek's msg and saw baby online! Excited! I seize every opportunity I can to reach home and chat with him on time ! I didnt regret lending him my laptop! :D Anyway, watched a movie yesterday with laiman and brenda . - Unborn. Not very nice ! :\ Many movies coming up soon. Meet up with simin and evon after movie. And headed to aloy's place at night with them. I hope I can console baby now. 11:56 PM · Monday, March 30, 2009 1st day, 2nd day, 3rd day, 4th day, baby's not online. :\ I've send him a sms, hope he'll receive. I miss him alot ! Not used to the days when he's not around. Miss he's sweet talks and scoldings. Today's job is totally unpleasant. Didnt work with maggie, but worked with a colleague that I dont even know, and I dont even like. Tomorrow will be another day, yearning for his arrival in six days time ! 12:49 AM · Saturday, March 28, 2009 This was taken before he enter the departure hall, I went to send him off. Didnt see him walking into the departure hall, as I insisted not to. Gave him a last hug and there goes ! :\ He's going away for 9 days not 5 days! I felt so empty the moment he message me and said he have to switch his phone to flight mode. Well, he'll be back soon! Went to Aston's at Cathay after that , to celebrate Xueling's birthday. Happy 17th birthday! After dinner , we watched movie at Grand cathay. - Shopaholic. Quite a funny show. Thank goodness I dont shopped like her. Dummys dont wink and psycho me ! I've made a coundown list to cheer myself up. Been trying to make myself busy for these few days, so I wont feel bored or lonely. I'll strike the date every after 12am pass ! Today's a Saturday, and Im supposed to attend Studio Wu's open house. Nevertheless, Im too feckless to go. Sorry suie for the trouble! Stayed my entire afternoon at home, and meet laiman in evening for only a couple of hours and back home. 8:56 PM · Sigh, thursday was the last day I spent with my boyfriend before his flight on friday afternoon. Went Golden mile to eat and went Bugis for a little shopping. Lend him my laptop, camera and lugagge. Not used to have my camera leaving me, using esle's one camera. Well, nvm , heart didnt ache anyway. Enjoy your trip baby ! Its kinda cold in Shanghai, probably 8degrees to 12 degrees! :\ Okay , its the first day without him and I feel so empty ! Everyone close to me is leaving me in sg! Mummy is going Genting next sun, Grandma is going China on tues...... ): Photos taken on wed : 1:43 AM · Thursday, March 26, 2009 My laptop is driving me crazy , so does my desktop. Everything is so lag and I even have problems e-mailing photos using either my hotmail or yahoo account ! Just one photo, it loads for 30mins , and it is still loading! I tried 4-5 times ok! zzz. Now, some photos cant be uploaded in my flickr nor my photobucket !! Only completed 3 photos, for the rest, its says error, error, error ! Damn. I TRIED FOR BLOODY 4 TIMES, USING MOZILLA AND INTERNET EXPLORER. Totally cant make it!. Even blogger's photo loader is against me! Cant get to upload. Hell, what is this. Or is there some problem with my photos ? I tried yesterday night, it couldnt upload, so I tried again today morning. Cant again! WHY IS IT AGAINST ME!! My patience is running out.......... Really running out.... A few days back Tp send a letter to me saying they didnt receive my cpf form or whatever form WHICH I HAVE ALREADY MAILED THEM. NO CHOICE, I have to re-do and send them again. I SIGNED IN MY SINGPASS FOR 8 TIMES! STILL CANNOT. Other than that , I signed in my dad's account for 4 times ! Totally driving me crazy! I cannot take it anymore, I cried -.- Yes, so silly . Desmond helped me with everything, because I gave up doing, I throwed temper at everything at that moment. Another problem pops up now. Couldnt find my phone's usb and mp4's usb cable!!! It's not on my computer table, it's not in my room nor des's room! I cant do anything now. Cant send files, cant transfer my files which I've downloaded, cant upload photos and I cant charge my mp4 ! This is crazy , this is nuts!!!!! LASTLY, MY 8GB THUMBDRIVE IS MISSING TOO ! CAN I CRY ? Forget it.. Know where I went on tues? I WENT SWIMMING with my boyfriend! Ages since I swam, 1 year plus ago. Cool. Only swam a while, and we got so tired! Lousy! :p And yesterday, Queeny and laiman came over to my place to study. Out of the sudden, so randomly, we said we wanna go out at night since our schedule is so packed for the next few days . We went to a pub at boat quay, O point. After that , boyfriend came and free ride home in gulong's car ! :D 2:50 AM · Tuesday, March 24, 2009 My sunday working with maggie was a fun day, but sales wasnt as great as before. Who cares for that boss! My next and last working day will be on this coming sunday, so I can bid goodbye to that shop. Hunting a brand new job for my future, which will be the next school holidays. I only worked twice this month, its not a very good thing, becaus my pay is getting lesser and lesser as months passed by. Talking about holidays. 4-5 months of holidays just passed me and said goodbye. Wondering what have I been doing during these months . Nothing good gained. Maybe the good things are... A good trip to hongkong, a boyfriend and getting my pay. Hm, I guessed I need a new hair colour. My black hair is all coming out ! May I ask any poly students if polys allow bright colour ? - Do let me know! Because Im thinking of dying strawberry blonde. Is this hairstyle nice ? Tied by maggie. Working in hair accessories shop really can learn a lot of methods in handling the hair! I learnt quite a number k ! :) Monday : Accompanied boyfriend the whole day. Watched a show in my house before leaving, a very gore show, cant remb the title of it. We ate maggie for lunch together k! So pathetic. Dont know how many packets I've eaten this month. And dinner at Gelyang lor 19 . The yummy frog porridge ! Do you know how much boyfriend ordered for only both of us ? - 6 frogs, a medium plate of vegetable and medium porridge! That is more than double of what I last ate with huiting ! -.- I love this photo , because of the effect . He is trying to kill me from behind ! :\ Okay , I've enjoyed my day with my dear ! :) School is starting soon , in less than a month. I wonder, have I been playing hard? This holiday is coming to an end. Just like a train rushing through a tunnel and coming out from the end of the tunnel. Time flies so fast. I haven't been spending a good time with my friends. I hope when school reopens, I'll have a friend which have a character totally like me ! Where we can go squealing together over pretty stuffs, and going on a shopping spree, spotting the same item that we wants ! Ahem , stop my day dreaming. This friday will be the day where my boyfriend flies to China, and will the the day where I'm meeting my classmates. 9 days without my boyfriend, it shall be the days where I'll catching up with my old pals. Pals , I'll be seeing you! 11:45 AM · Sunday, March 22, 2009 Royal Quuens. Saturday was my grandma's birthday. Today was my dad's birthday. Celebrate yesterday with my relatives. Dinner buffet at royal's queen again. The food is better than previous' this time! Should have dine at Allson's Hotel instead! Its much nicer there. My modern mummy and my lovely cousin! Grandama & daddy ! Joyce got a hard time persuading the lil cousins to take photo with us ! Me too okay, not only her! They're camera shy! It's tiring playing with those kids.Maybe I'm aging. hahaha. Kept running about, because they dont wanna take photo -.- I looked so scary meh!! :\ Why give this look!! This one is cute. FINALLY , a photo taken with the eldest. Tata ~ 11:52 PM ·	INSTAGRAM: panyidesires WinnieSeahPanYi 16Sept Business graduate from TemasekPoly. 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